Sunday, July 18, 2010

Day 2*; . . . .

So, i just had my mom take my full body picture, facing fwd & to the side. I feel so discouraged just looking at these pictures..
discouraged,
ashamed,
disgusted,
disappointed,
sad..
& probably more things as well. I can't believe i let myself get this big.. I want to believe that these pictures aren't really of me, they're of someone else.. it's got to be a joke.

It really sucks that the encouragement of a 2lb weight loss at the beginning of the day, can be completely overwritten by an actual picture of how i look.

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