Why is it that being of a larger size is always one of the VERY first malicious attacks someone will throw in your face.
I started talking to this guy, he has a kid with this girl & they were together for years so him and I aren't rushing anything we really just hang out & have fun and have feelings for one another but no relationship status yet. So she commented on his facebook yesterday something about there son & then just started attacking him as a parent, even though I would of loved to tell her off I have more respect for him and I know that would only cause more problems between them and him getting his son. So OUT OF NO WHERE she starts talking about me.. ME? Wth.. and of course the only legitamate things she could say was how fat & ugly I apparently am, how she's the best looking girl he's ever dated & now he's seeing some "fat and I mean FAT girl" (her exact words). She posts this right on face book for me and the whole world to see without one single ounce of regret and goes on to say how him and her fighting is all my fault and blah blah. Mind you during this attack I said nothing.
I got furious, I cried & then I wanted to never eat again and go to the gym til I DIED. I know that the words of some jealous, insecure girl shouldn't affect me at all but it's so hard because she attacked the one part of myself that I attack all on my own on a regular basis :/ and I was already uncomfortable because she's SO tiny, so of course.. in my mind how could he even be interested in me, in a girl MY size as opposed to this tiny, petite little thing...
sigh.
~erica♥
