New Beginning!

I want to say thank you to all of my readers that commented on the last post with such encouraging and positive things! I appreciate you all so much! I am going to get back on track. I deserve to reach this goal, I want it bad enough and all giving up would do is set me back further than when I started, And I would have to start all over again... I miss blogging everyday & I miss being accountable for my actions on a regular basis.. I'm not sure if I stopped blogging so much because I started messing up, or if I started messing up so much because I stopped blogging everyday.

I missed my measurements for the month, I was going to do them last night just to catch up for it.. but since I've been so off track I think I will just skip this months measurements & check them again on the 18th of next month. Gives me some time to work towards my goal again and lose more inches before I check it again.

I weighed in today at 301lbs, official weigh in is on Monday I didn't log last weeks, I will it's just hard to have to put the numbers back UP instead of down lower. :/ But beating myself up about it wont solve anything unless I put it to use!

Again, thank you to ALL of you.. I am so thankful to have people like you guys supporting me!

~erica♥

so off track..

I gained three lbs... I haven't been working out or tracking AT ALL & I haven't even been implementing the tools i know I should. I'm so disappointed in myself, I want this but so much other stuff has been going on I feel like I'm at the bottom of a barrel struggling to get out. I am less than 10lbs from my short term goal weight & I'm screwing it all up :/

~erica♥